ばか
Saturday, October 27, 2012 @ 8:25 PM | 0 notes

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

They said I should have hugged him. Instead, I patted his head.

Should I have hugged him?

Did I miss this opportunity?

I FEEL STUPID.

Well I've hugged him before. Once.

But that was more of a pity side-hug from him since he probably saw I was distressed.

And I was too distressed to enjoy the hug.

But then I know that if I hugged him this time I might be too obvious.

I might lean into his hug more than what's appropriate

I might unconsciously inhale his scent

I might squeeze him too tightly

I might fit into his arms perfectly and

I might

I might

I might not let go



So I'm not going to hug him.

Not until he initiates it.