honestly
Tuesday, September 25, 2012 @ 4:15 PM | 0 notes

Right now, I like (yes, let's call it that for now) you for the shallowest reasons.

I like you because

you are a great singer

you are cute

you can play the guitar and other musical instruments

you are tall

you have the most beautiful eyes.


Shallow, isn't it?

But if that was all there is it it I would have liked you the moment I met you

but I didn't.


I like you because

you are passionate for God;
you convict me and your love for Him motivates me to be a better Christian.

You are kind;
they say you're somewhat of a jerk,
but that's not what I saw when you sang with a friend to save him from humiliation.

You are intelligent;
you say that you would have failed if you went to a public high school just because you couldn't get into college algebra. Screw that; you were in college way before I was. Anyone who talks to you can see how smart you are.

You are funny,
and not in the I-like-you-so-everything-you-say-is-extra-hilarious way; you genuinely make me laugh.


You are just plain great to be around.


But the kuyas told me

that I've been putting you on a pedestal

because I keep on insisting you're a 10.

Maybe they're right.


This is the real reason why I keep on saying that I like you, instead of the other l-word

(lesbians? Maybe I'm in lesbians with you.)

Love includes understanding and accepting someone beyond all that is on the surface.

Now that I think about it, I don't even know you.

Not really.

I know the image you project,

but not really you.


But I am really interested to know

what you like

what you feel

what you are.


But don't be mistaken;

I'm not doing this in hopes that you will fall for me

because I have long since accepted that it's impossible.

I'm doing this because you genuinely intrigue me

and because I want to know who you really are.





I can't wait to fall in love with you.