so lonely
Thursday, November 1, 2012 @ 7:50 PM | 0 notes

I'm always lonely.
It happens so often, I'm used to it.

This loneliness, though, is quite different somehow.

There's something different with this particular silence, with the desire to speak without having anyone to listen, with the emptiness in my chest.

It's not that I don't have anyone; there's plenty of people who are willing to listen, and I'm forever grateful to them,

but no matter how much I say, or how deep I go, or how loud I say words

it feels like no one will ever be able to understand





It scares me.





My head is so......quiet.




so, so quiet






ssshhhhhhhhhhh






i can't even hear my own heartbeat




so cold




there's a chill in my bones





and the silence







is deafening














and i'm all alone